Posted in New Work, Poetry, Self-discovery and growth, Thoughts and Ruminations

Visual Eyes

I have trouble
making consistent eye contact.

Two reasons:

First, eye contact is energy exchange,
and most energy is non-refundable.
I can’t share energy with everyone
this way.

Second, it is often I find myself
attempting to visualize my words
as I speak them
and my eyes like to follow the
paths my mind takes…

Aware though I am
It often appears I’m not attentive,
I’m paying full attention
to every possible aspect

and my mind travels
multiple directions

at once.

 

09 November 2019
Posted in poetry almost, Thoughts and Ruminations

Name Me…

May I have your help, please,

in naming my blog…?

Because if I buy this domain,

kayfucius.com

Seems nowhere nearly

as effectual

as maybe kayfuciusthe.blog

Or kayfucius.world.

I should probably just

keep it simple…

But I never did

figure that part out.

Help me, please;

This time,

My indecisions

Are not so desirable

as annoying.

Posted in New Work, Poetry, Self-discovery and growth, Thoughts and Ruminations

Used-Tos (Next Episode)

I have some trouble

telling people all my “used-tos,”

It leads down this rabbit hole

of more things

I used to do, think, be, say, see.

And it seems like

I have issues,

but honestly, they’re more like

Editions…

every one more distinct than its predecessor,

and each

a different minefield

to navigate.

I used to fear judgment,

But now,

I wait patiently

for the next episode;

Life is an unending season.