Morning coffee, Outdoors, Silence – my Top 3 Any given day. 081122
Morning coffee, Outdoors, Silence – my Top 3 Any given day. 081122
Explore Moving around outside my comfort zone finding experiences I normally wouldn’t seek; existing in my own space… Feeling out the vibes that most align with my current energy. 270522
I don’t even think about you anymore; You’re more a fleeting thought or a passing memory these days; And even scrolling past a picture of us or you doesn’t hit my heart as hard as it once did – Now I’m just… grateful, and wish you the best. My scars are healing and the triggers …
The Internet told me it gets better with time and I want to feel this, this… better they speak of; Seems like every time I’m close enough to reach it, touch it, be it it’s snatched away. Or, maybe it runs… Either way, all I’ve ever known is pain, and confusion. I just want to …
From one minefield to the next, I’ve somehow managed to avoid the triggers – the bombs still blow but the explosions happen in my mind, unending afterimages of destruction and I use my reality as the gurney that hauls away the limbs ripped from the body of work created by harboring all the pain and …
Lately I’m only just noticing that I tend to begin to explain to you exactly what I’m doing as soon as you enter the space I’m in before you can even ask or assume; It’s almost like you’ve conditioned me to tiptoe and overexplain; these eggshells have already cracked under the pressure I’ve been putting …
I always feel a slight sense of discontentment or disappointment when I find myself saying or thinking, “next time.” Maybe it’s because I’m frustrated with myself at how it always seems like I’m trying to squeeze too much into a single day [or sentence]; setting expectations for myself that are way too high to climb and …
So what if my writing sometimes refuses to go any deeper than surface level and touch all the raw, sore spots, the gaping wounds, imprinted onto me by the egopinions of everyone but myself? Maybe I’m just tired of pain, and the remains of my own ego seek to shield me from the traumas of …
How’s life? I don’t really know, I – Can I get back to you on that? I’ve been writing about it in my mind of what it is, what it could be, what it has been and there are vast imbalances between its scales. But this story isn’t done yet so I just keep writing …
I think I’m ready now to face down my shadows; The ones that burrow deep and that I attempt to run and hide from even in my sleep. I’m not afraid of what they’ll reveal, not even fearful of what they’ll make me feel. I don’t  worry about how they’ve marred my soul – I determined long …
True wealth is the wealth of the soul
Poetry, story and real life. Once soldier, busnessman, grandfather and Poet.
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